As the final Test of the series approaches in Sydney, emotions are running high for Usman Khawaja. If selected, the match will mark the last time he walks out in Australia whites, bringing an end to a long and eventful journey that began at the very same ground more than a decade ago. From his debut in 2011 to what would be his 88th Test, the moment feels deeply symbolic.
In recent days, Usman Khawaja has spoken candidly about his experiences within Australian cricket, sharing that he often felt different from his teammates. Coming from a background that stood out in a largely uniform environment, he said that sense of difference stayed with him throughout his career. While representing Australia was always a source of pride, there were moments when he felt he was treated differently, both on and off the field.
Those feelings resurfaced strongly during the first Test in Perth, when Usman Khawaja suffered back spasms that limited his ability to perform. What followed, he said, was overwhelming. Instead of understanding, he faced days of intense criticism from sections of media and former players. What hurt most was that the injury was beyond his control, yet the scrutiny felt relentless and personal.
Usman Khawaja believes that his experience was not one many others had to endure in similar situations. He pointed out that there have been several instances in the past where players escaped harsh judgment despite injuries or preparation choices. For him, the criticism felt heavier and he admitted that fighting perceptions and bias has been an ongoing challenge throughout his career.
As he stands on the brink of retirement, Usman Khawaja’s reflections go beyond runs and records. They speak of resilience, quiet battles and the emotional cost of always feeling the need to prove oneself. His farewell, should it come in Sydney, will not just close a chapter in Australian cricket but also highlight conversations that still need space and understanding.
