Actor Irrfan Khan made us really sad when he revealed that he is suffering from neuroendocrine tumor. This news made us restless and we wished for his speedy recovery.
Currently, the actor is in London for his treatment. Sources said that his health is deteriorating day by day. After months of suffering, Irrfan Khan wrote a note to Bombay Times and shared the same on Twitter.
Yes, he specially wrote this note from London and left us all the more worried.
“I had been in a different game, I was travelling on a speedy train ride, had dreams, plans, aspirations, goals, was fully engaged in them. And suddenly someone taps on my shoulder and I turn to see. It’s the TC: “Your destination is about to come. Please get down.” I am confused: “No, no. My destination hasn’t come.” “No, this is it. This is how it is sometimes. The suddenness made me realise how you are just a cork floating in the ocean with UNPREDICTABLE currents! And you are desperately trying to control it. In this chaos, shocked, afraid and in panic, while on one of the terrifying hospital visits, I blabber to my son, “The only thing I expect from ME is not to face this crisis in this present state. I desperately need my feet. Fear and panic should not overrule me and make me miserable,” he added, “That was my INTENTION. AND THEN PAIN HIT. As if all this while, you were just getting to know pain, and now you know his nature and his intensity. Nothing was working; NO consolation, no motivation. The entire cosmos becomes one at that moment – just PAIN, and pain felt more enormous than GOD.
This realisation made me submit, surrender and trust, irrespective of the outcome, irrespective of where this takes me, eight months from now, or four months from now, or two years. The concerns took a back seat and started to fade and kind of went out of my mindspace. For the first time, I felt what ‘freedom’ truly means. It felt like an accomplishment. As if I was tasting life for the first time, the magical side of it. My confidence in the intelligence of the cosmos became absolute. I feel as if it has entered every cell of mine. Time will tell if it stays, but that is how I feel as of now”
Here’s his tweet;
‘As if I was tasting life for the first time, the magical side of it.’ https://t.co/GX0CqfjSVX
— Irrfan (@irrfank) June 19, 2018
All his well-wishers are praying for his recovery and were eagerly waiting for a health update. Now that he has written this note, we are very very sad.